My Home Leave

Alone inside my hostel today and i have nothing much to tell other than feeling doubt to
return home for the first time after three (3) months staying here.

I am feeling blue and sometime wanted to leave this world for good.

My Trip to Ha Long Bay - 4th April 2009

My current Jobsite Dung Quat Refinery Vietnam (2009)

Why we still complaining while other does not even have basic need for livings

It has always been my wish to help people and so far I never forget my commitement to help poor people including animal. each month after my payday. I will go to fish shop to perform animal liberation in order to free them from sufferings.

I felt the pain while seeing poor people or animal never been taken care by someone.

When I landed in this beautiful country Vietnam, I hope to do the same things and is hard to see the Vietnamese living without enough basic needs to support their livings.

With this, I have good karma to came here and without any hesitation, I asked my Vietnamese good friend to organize one trip to visit poor family and get them some support in order to ease their pains.

Please refer to attached snap shot and picture tell thousand of stories.

I constantly pray to god and ask god to free them from sufferings.

Metta.

Message for myself

It has been sometime already since I never updates my blog in fact I have forgotten my username and password and took me sometime to retrieve them. Thanked God and finally I get connected again !



I am now in Vietnam working since 16 Feb 09 until today posting dates and I was requested to extend for another three (3) months of my site assignment work for the 1st Dung Quat Refinery Project in Vietnam and from today onwards, I am going to post many many of my lesson learnt and pains while running this project including some of my personnal trip to achieve self-realization for myself and shared them with all of you here .

It's has been sometime

It has been sometime Since I was away from this blog.

Raining today and I am not sure what is next but just can't think much for now.

I wish all visitor to my blog best of luck !

Life’s suck!!

Not many great things happening to me lately. I knew my past karma starts visiting me and for the past three (3) months already I was constantly attacked by obstacles.

I am accepting all of them with an open mind and they are good for my own spiritual practice for entering another new spiritual chapter. Whenever, problem a raised, I start to think about ppl who I saw with my own eyes’ struggling daily just to find end needs.

My last project with the company before my last day does not run smoothly also even so many hard works / planning well planned ahead by me. Too many snakes’ talks in this project more than work action that extremely sought now to push forward.

The worst, my mum’s admitted to general hospital due to hypertension last Saturday / Sunday. My dad sent her to hospital but never inform me about my mum’s admittance.
Perhaps, try to eliminate worries to me. Yes, I have been so down and bad luck lately.
Wanted to give up my self and can’t afford to hold on…..

Problem just don’t end there, today when I try to submit my travel mileage claim, the system rejecting me and delimited my travel privileges and I am now stuck with few pending claim that eat my saving.

I am feeling extremely doubtful and tired!!

All I can do now, keep chanting “OM MANI PADMI HUNG” and dedicate them all to sentient beings.

I hope somebody can ready this pcs of posting and understand my feeling!