Not many great things happening to me lately. I knew my past karma starts visiting me and for the past three (3) months already I was constantly attacked by obstacles.
I am accepting all of them with an open mind and they are good for my own spiritual practice for entering another new spiritual chapter. Whenever, problem a raised, I start to think about ppl who I saw with my own eyes’ struggling daily just to find end needs.
My last project with the company before my last day does not run smoothly also even so many hard works / planning well planned ahead by me. Too many snakes’ talks in this project more than work action that extremely sought now to push forward.
The worst, my mum’s admitted to general hospital due to hypertension last Saturday / Sunday. My dad sent her to hospital but never inform me about my mum’s admittance.
Perhaps, try to eliminate worries to me. Yes, I have been so down and bad luck lately.
Wanted to give up my self and can’t afford to hold on…..
Problem just don’t end there, today when I try to submit my travel mileage claim, the system rejecting me and delimited my travel privileges and I am now stuck with few pending claim that eat my saving.
I am feeling extremely doubtful and tired!!
All I can do now, keep chanting “OM MANI PADMI HUNG” and dedicate them all to sentient beings.
I hope somebody can ready this pcs of posting and understand my feeling!
Monday, June 9, 2008
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